i am now posting from the lep room in school with yee ching and elizabeth studying around hohoho!!

(Hi people.... yee ching here, HOW ARE YOU hohoho)

random...zzzz.. and apparently the juniors like them are so ill-disciplined haha, cannot even sit down for one second to study ah!!

anyway its finally end of bmt!! which ended like one week ago -.- pop was like the best parade i've ever had, not because it was good, but cos it signified the end of the hellish bmt phase!!! but oh wells, now i'm just waiting to get my posting by friday to see where i'm headed... hopefully its not some super xiong unit that i'll die in heh..

and saturday is some gala dinner thingy, which the j3s are coming back to perform along with the choir.. hoho finally like super long haven't sung with the choir already.. think i totally forgot how to sing also, so lousy now heh...

and tho i've wasted like 3 months of my time in bmt, i think at some point during these 13 weeks i really quite enjoyed myself in tekong as well.. not cos i like it there, but cos of a super fun platoon... and really good commanders.. and to think i had bad thoughts about ns, its actually not that bad hhooohoho... ah but now that the main part of hell is over we'll see how things turn out for the next one and a half years hehheheheheh...

TommiHJY
1:15 PM

this week has been super eventful, and super fun heh.

sunday went out with my mum to buy jacket for prom.. din actually want to spend money for prom, but oh well, since i din have a jacket my mum decided to just buy one for me.. then went to buy some ns stuff for enlistment -.- went jean's place for choir gathering with the batch and seniors, spent the night talking about random stuff and playing guitar sing songs eat food, had quite abit of laugh and fun.

monday and tuesday were just dominated by acapella practises. went thru our story and started learning superman thru nwc.. it was crazy, cos we only had 5 days left till prom to at least practise well for both songs.. we just tried our best to learn the songs and did a little combine..

wednesday had jap buffet for lunch with some choir juniors! with yingting gloria elizabethphua david and bob.. and turned out i was the only senior there, which felt quite weird. but oh wells, since the rest had stuff on like caroling prac and other stuff, and yingting gloria was like trying to convince me to go.. but we had so much fun eating all the stuff (which i shldn't be doing since im enlisting soon) then they had some woosh thing for me, like an enlistment farewell thingy heh. thanks you all :) then rushed back to school for acapella prac again. thankfully kunwon was there to help us out and listen to us.. went to town after prac to get my classical guitar to sell to xianyou, then met up with him to join the 852 ppl at harbourfront to have dinner and celebrate yichan's birthday.. stayed around singing songs at night before going back home...

thursday was free day.. went for cg at yuhui's house and the rest of the day was just slacking away...

friday, PROM!! went dijie's house in the morning to supposedly practise for acapella, but in the end we played wii while waiting for jason to come.. played somemore before we seriously practised and tried to get our songs together..went for lunch at a nearby coffeeshop, then in the afternoon went to a hair salon that shaun recommended.. actually din want to do anything one, since i got no money.. then the guys tried to convince to at least style my hair for $8, and so reluctantly i did, but guy said my hair was too thick, so he recommended to cut my hair thinner for another $7.. in the end the aca guys helped me pay abit for my hair, and it turned out GREAT!! like first time in 18 years, or at least since i had hair that i've ever had my hair styled so nicely!! too bad i cant really keep that hair since im gonna have it shaved in a week, but oh well, once in a lifetime is not that bad :) prom was quite fun, spent alot of time taking pictures with choir ppl and cg and classmates and just chatting away.. the food was ok i guess, but the emcee was IMBA!! he's super funny! acapella was the finale item (no idea why) but everyone was busy taking pictures that only the choir came to the front to support and listen.. we din really do superbly well, but ok ba, since noone's listening anyway.. alot of random things happened around, so was quite chaotic.. went back to dijie's house and spent the night at his home, thank God for him:)

went back home yesterday for awhile, then went to service.. then went down to island resort for ivan's birthday party.. spent a LONG time waiting for the stupid bus to come to the interchange at bedok, and i had totally no idea where to drop off, so i just randomly took my chances and thank God i alighted at just nice the rite stop, ate alot and caught up with old friends whom i've not met for like 2 years already.. spent the night talking random stuff and watching movie heh.. went home with some guys and had further rubbish talk and jokes on the bus..

now going over to ben tay's house to play mahjong with old frens!! woohoo!!! oh and pictures are uploaded http://picasaweb.google.com/tommihuang heehee

TommiHJY
10:10 AM

TommiHJY
9:22 PM

i haven't posted for quite long, so it feels quite strange to be posting here again..
not to mention i should be studying and prepping myself up for chem and econs tml rather than being online.. but i guess i just write something before i go for an early night..

A levels has been.. hell of a ride.. i guess? half of me is filled with satisfaction about my performance for my papers.. i guess i may not have done THE best, but i've managed to complete all (if not just one, physics paper 2 -.-) of my papers within the time, which i've not done before in any of my exams this year.. and im quite relieved that my exam anxiety that i feel in my previous exams are sort of not really there this time, and i can really concentrate better.. thank God for that then, so i guess im pretty much feeling ok about this few weeks..

yet the other half of me blames myself for not being sharp-eyed enough to catch my own careless mistakes.. it may be like 5 or 6 marks worth of careless mistakes, plus a few more that i may lose in my attempt to answer qn which i have no idea how to... but 10 marks in a paper that's worth 60 or 80 marks.. that's actually quite a lot.. and when i keep thinking about it, i keep getting the sense that its dejavu all over, like prelims... and it worries me.. cos i really dun want to disappoint.. not myself, not my parents, not my teachers.. admittedly, the screwup in prelims was all my fault.. but i went into a levels since day one telling myself i must not come out at the end feeling regretful about the things i've done wrong, or the mistakes i've made.. and apparently i doubt its gonna turn out well for me.. i dunno, maybe i just think too much, maybe my papers will not turn out to be bad, maybe i'll get good grades that im satisfied with.. but that's all "maybe", so wat then is the "confirmed" outcome? the prelims results ordeal is a bad blow to me already.. if a levels is gonna do the same in march next year, i dunno wat im gonna do to myself...

that said, 2 more days.. just 2 more days.. hang in there..

TommiHJY
9:37 PM

yes! fixed the guitar... hopefully it doesn't gg in the future.. the pack of strings cost 7 dollars!!! and now my heart races everytime i try to tune it, and everytime i hear a creaking sound from the guitar my heart will just skip a beat... that's very costly to maintain the guitar...

but oh well.. since its not mine, i shld do my best to keep it in good condition..

working on gp sucks... i hate a levels (like who doesn't)... i just cant wait for it to be over quick!!!

but when a's are over, that means i have less than a month to ns.. hmmmmm...

TommiHJY
9:32 PM

i have no other way of putting it.. i just gg-ed my guitar (not actually mine, borrowed from senior, so that's even more gg)

i broke 2 strings while trying to retune them back, and i think i filed the saddle too much, cos the low e string keeps buzzing... i just hope its cos of the 2 missing strings... and that once i put them back everything will be alrite.. again?? but that's only after a's can i really spend time trying to fix these things... so that means no more guitar to play.. and im not even really sure i can fix them properly... just wanna get them done quick!!

and i want a's to be over quick!!!

TommiHJY
12:05 AM

and soo.. im enlisting on 12 december.. 1212.. nice number, i should go buy 4D.. -.-

damn sian, that means i can't go caroling.. and i have less than a month to party after my a levels.. and means im gonna miss out on a lot of fun with the choir ppl...

crap...

TommiHJY
11:53 AM

i dunno why, but im totally falling in love with Giorni Dispari by Ludovico Einaudi
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qICoHUxE1bU
been listening to it over and over for quite a number of times, and each time i listen it just draws me into the music..

wanted to go physics paper review today.. and when i just changed into my uniform, the skies opened and the rain POURED down... i had to run around the house taking in the clothes, closing and locking all the windows before my house floods.. and even tho i never stepped out of the house, my uniform was already almost drenched.... in the end stuck at home, doing gp...

oh, went out to study yesterday with xianyou, hewlett and andris.. at first went esplanade library with xianyou.. but there was no place to sit, so we went to rooftop to lag while waiting for hewlett.. and xianyou just indulged in emo songs.. in the end we decided to go suntec city starbucks to mug when hewlett arrived.. we spent like 3 or 4+ plus hours in starbucks mugging, or at least they were.. i spent 3 or 4+ hours doing my gp compre and essay, which neither of them did i complete there.... packed up at about 630, then walked around suntec with hewlett to look at phones... then both of us walked over to funan to look somemore.. actually wanted to eat dinner, but it was too expensive!!! like i cant find anything cheaper than 4 dollars! but hey we were in town, so cant blame them.. in the end i pang seh-ed hewlett to go back bishan to buy dinner back home to eat heh.. spent like the night trying to do more gp, but ended up looking at more phones on the net... super unproductive haha! and i cant believe like its not very long away from a levels, yet im taking it so easy?? its just plain horrible.....

TommiHJY
1:06 PM

RARRRR
i want a sony ericsson p1 or w960...
i dun care i dun care!!!!
the only thing that's stopping me now is cos of a levels, and that singtel DOESN"T SELL THEM ANYMORE COS THEY'RE OUT OF STOCK...
which means i have to travel to amk hello shop to try..
which means i have to convince my mum to travel to amk hub to buy me one
plus we have to do so quick before stocks run out there as well



which all means its mission impossible!!!!

watched mission impossible 3 today, so i really do believe my wish may come true...

TommiHJY
8:56 PM

had a.. not that very eventful day today?? i dunno, not really in the mood to think anyway...

well ok, at least i sort of sabo-ed xianyou into being embarassed during physics revision lesson (which i have no idea why he would be there anyway??) by replying to his stupid sms-es and being caught by the teacher for qutie some time :) and chem was, err im not sure, kinda just like the usual revision lecture kinda stuff...

then went to celebrate cherie's birthday.. well not really a celebration, sang birthday song and let her cut cake before she had to rush off for consult.. then the aca guys went to an empty classroom to practise stand by me, supposedly for auditions to perform at prom.. haha kinda rusty already, since we haven't really sang together for like a damn long time, hopefully it will turn out quite well tml :) after auditions then lag around in the classroom with some choir ppl, waited for cherie to end consult, then went to eat lunch together.. came back to school to crash choir practise for awhile with the choir ppl, had a bit of chat with miss lim, then left in the middle... so that was just about wat happened in school?? nothing much..

came home, and finally decided to tell my mum about my results, specifically my horrendous gp grade.. kinda expected her reaction: disappointed, naggy, sort of angry blah blah.. wasn't really thrilled at all... but she din really whack or threw a load of thrashings at me thankfully.. but it still felt bad.. i dunno, im quite sadded now.. like why of all my subjects, gp has to be one she focuses on most, and gp has to be the one which i totally flunked like crap.. and i cant help but keep thinking wat a failure i am, can't even work hard enough to get a decent grade (even tho i really tried) but gp's really something i can't do for nuts.. i just dun have interest nor passion for it, and i keep trying but i keep failing, its just super crappy for me...

and i just can't tell you how much i really hate gp and how much i really dun want to do gp anymore.

TommiHJY
7:26 PM

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