one more month...

just one more month to finishing this 2 year stint of army life..

honestly, despite the many frustrating moments, anger, disappointment, stress and what not, the 2 years did leave some memories in my head..

of course i won't forget the friends i've made there, the times of fun that we had.. how we'll sit around to bitch about things in camp, sitting around our first heating stove and preparing late night maggi suppers.. in the end these people are the ones who made ns not seem like the shit that it is in our lives..

yet obviously there are the people who live for the purpose of ruining your life, intentionally or otherwise.. no matter how much you just don't give a damn about them, they will always appear in your life to throw some shit in your face..

so, yes and no, ns was and was not in any single way fun.. but there are lessons learnt, and some lessons you really have to remember even way past this 2 years..

my only regret was not building a stronger relationship with those friends i hung around with during this ns cycle.. so at the end, i went in and spent 2 years of my life really wasted..

totally totally wasted//