Tuesday, January 20, 2015

那些年





那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

Monday, January 05, 2015

TANGIBLE GOALS OF 2015

Because knowing what to do in the year means must start with a list of things to do.. And because open-ended resolutions such as "bettering myself and being more curious" are overrated...


1) Buy one drink/coffee/tea for my friends around me
2) Open up my house more often for gatherings
3) Practice the guitar at least 6 hours a week
4) ACTUALLY performing/playing the guitar for someone
5) Praying more for my family and friends
6) Getting a job
7) Lasting at least 3 months in first job
8) First 3 months of paycheck goes to: dinner with family, dinner with miss lim and TKAL, dinner with SY XY JY, half-sponsoring MBP and tablet for brothers
9) Planning for a future family
10) If future family plans seem bleak, save up for Bhutan

Thursday, January 01, 2015

Spent the last 5+ hours taking a long walk. Reflecting on everything that has happened in the past year.

In short, 2014 was a weird year. Many things happened, both good and bad. Joyous and devastating. Enlightening and disappointing.

This is the year that I will remember well. The year that I started to realize what I wanted, and finally becoming aware about the kind of person I am, and accepting the kind of person I've become, and the fate and future that awaits me. It has been a long and arduous journey, full of painful lessons, happy occurrences, and various events in between that has shaped me, or given me the chance to understand myself in a new light. 

Thank You Lord, for everything that has happened in this past year. Whether happy or sad. All things are made good in Your name. Thank You for the lessons learnt, the pains and hurts that I've recovered and grown from, the obstacles overcame, the hard work and effort rewarded, the enlightenment of myself, and the friends that have came into my life this past year. Thank You for the various closures of events in my life, to help me move on and accept things the way they are, and to accept and love myself, for everything I am and have, and in spite of everything I'm not and lack.

For 2015, I pray for strength, love, peace, contentment, joy, sorrow, pain, enlightenment, and more than enough of everything I need in my life. I pray for guidance and deliverance, and emotional strength to face the year ahead. Come what may, I pray for closure in everything I do ahead.

Goodbye 2014, and hello 2015.

Commencing, 'Operation: Bhutan if all else fails'