HOORAY!!! i finally got my own guitar! totally loved it when i saw it at the shop.. but was contemplating on whether to get that or another one that's cheaper.. but its really good, and it sounds good (and look good)!! $300, which i think was not too bad.. altho that's like $100 over my budget, i dun really care! its my christmas present, i deserve to splurge abit more :)

and thanks to cherie, dijie xianzhe and xuan wei who followed me all the way to parklane after choir and spent like over 30plus minutes looking around at random guitars while i was trying the guitars.. and especially to dijie for helping me choose as well! yay thanks so much to all of you guys :)

i haven't posted for quite long, so it feels quite strange to be posting here again..
not to mention i should be studying and prepping myself up for chem and econs tml rather than being online.. but i guess i just write something before i go for an early night..

A levels has been.. hell of a ride.. i guess? half of me is filled with satisfaction about my performance for my papers.. i guess i may not have done THE best, but i've managed to complete all (if not just one, physics paper 2 -.-) of my papers within the time, which i've not done before in any of my exams this year.. and im quite relieved that my exam anxiety that i feel in my previous exams are sort of not really there this time, and i can really concentrate better.. thank God for that then, so i guess im pretty much feeling ok about this few weeks..

yet the other half of me blames myself for not being sharp-eyed enough to catch my own careless mistakes.. it may be like 5 or 6 marks worth of careless mistakes, plus a few more that i may lose in my attempt to answer qn which i have no idea how to... but 10 marks in a paper that's worth 60 or 80 marks.. that's actually quite a lot.. and when i keep thinking about it, i keep getting the sense that its dejavu all over, like prelims... and it worries me.. cos i really dun want to disappoint.. not myself, not my parents, not my teachers.. admittedly, the screwup in prelims was all my fault.. but i went into a levels since day one telling myself i must not come out at the end feeling regretful about the things i've done wrong, or the mistakes i've made.. and apparently i doubt its gonna turn out well for me.. i dunno, maybe i just think too much, maybe my papers will not turn out to be bad, maybe i'll get good grades that im satisfied with.. but that's all "maybe", so wat then is the "confirmed" outcome? the prelims results ordeal is a bad blow to me already.. if a levels is gonna do the same in march next year, i dunno wat im gonna do to myself...

that said, 2 more days.. just 2 more days.. hang in there..