"If you care about somebody, you should want them to be happy.. Even if you wind up being left out"~~~

pity the world..

It's falling to immorality and lack of values...

Why, be so self-centred? :(

fact: it is INCREDIBLY RUDE to just change the channel on the TV and lie down on the couch to watch your programme when someone else was already playing game on it.. and when that person wants to return to his game after pausing for AN HOUR JUST FOR YOU, it's REPULSIVELY RUDE to not budge..

As it goes, physics did not go as well as I hoped for..

What a way to end the module..

And I fear the same for the rest of my modules..

I don't know why, I keep telling myself not to get so preoccupied with results, and learn to enjoy the uni life by doing what I like and enjoy, rather than bury myself in studies, because this is, after all, the last few years I can actually afford to do so..

But somehow, my mindset keeps going back to the results-oriented attitude.. Deep down, I yearn for that A, just to prove something..

But prove what? I really have no idea.. Prove that I'm capable in my studies? Prove that I'm smart?

Do I really need that? Is that endless chase for good cap the ultimate goal I wish to achieve in this 4 years? I wonder how long more must I remain conflicted before I make up my decision...

Its fruitless....