~To love another person is to see the face of God~

I SHALL IMPROVE ON MY DEEP SEXY BASS VOICE TO MAKE MYSELF MORE ATTRACTIVE!!!!

now that I have my new laptop, I find myself typing more on the awesomely clicky keyboard...

so much fun!!!

blogging just to find an excuse to type more...

so I guess this would be what they call, a new tech beginning??

Proving to be quite good for now!

I've held doors open for large groups of people before, on quite a few occasions, without being acknowledged with a simple "thank you" or a nod..

I've been willing to split the bill equally even when I'm the least financially dependant/capable person in the group, and I'm also not adverse to offering to help others pay even in the same situation, just to offer some random kindness to others..

Even so, I still yawn sometimes without covering my mouth in public, and I forget to say "excuse".. I'm also extremely casual in my greetings, except for formal occasions such as interviews and official meetings...

But that doesn't mean I have to let other people know what's going on in my mind and justify why I should be able to do those things without being judged.. So go on, do the things you like, and don't do the things you don't.. But don't make it seem so self-important that you feel the need to justify why you do not want to do those things, and make it known that you have your own ways of doing things you'd prefer..

that's why I don't like to read certain things out there.. Some stuff are better kept to oneself than broadcasted...

As a matter of fact, I like the double cheek kiss..

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

and so it goes.. I leave all my burden and memories, so that I can move on..

with time, hopefully, my life will move on properly..

perfecting union

acceptance is hard, but essential...

the road ahead is long and arduous, but one that must be walked..

“Letting go doesn't mean that you don't care about someone anymore. It's just realizing that the only person you really have control over is yourself.” 

― Deborah Reber, Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul

Assassin's creed 3, LG nexus, Sony nexus(probable)

Can't wait for October to end quick

Open your eyes and take in everything that you see
Look at all the colors like , yellow, blue, & green
We can take an airplane and fly across the globe
Look down upon the colors, everyone come on, let's go
Because

Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round
Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round

Open your ears and listen what the world has to say
Hear the birds & bells and you will have a brighter day
Everyone has a special song deep inside their heart
If you want, you could sing with us, it's the perfect place to start

Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round
You can't hurt me with the things that you do
I'll pick up dandelions and I'll give them to you
Puppy dogs, kitty cats swimming through love

Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round
Love, love, love, la la love
La la love makes the world go 'round

Powerpuff Girls~~~

I wish things could go back the way they were...

Back then, it was more comfortable, more joyful, more fun..

and ever since my feelings took over, things have slowly been changing for the worse.. till this point..

I hate it, I hate the fact that things are the way they are now.. I hate the fact that I'm so used to the way things were before, that this sudden change has completely threw me off-guard.

I wish this was just temporary.. that this happened solely because of the urgency of what is coming up soon..

I wish things could go back the way they were...

Lord, take my feelings and put them away from this, that I will learn not to invest so much of my feelings into these matters. But Lord, I pray, that You will put things back in order the way they used to be... the comfortable way... because I cherish what I had before...

I don't want a repeat of what happened last year.. I really don't..

torn and confused

my heart and my mind is not in sync......

i have no idea what I'm supposed to feel..

Calmes des nuits, fraicheur des soirs,
Vaste scintillement des mondes,
Grand silence des antres noirs
Vous charmez les âmes profondes.
L’éclat du soleil, la gaité,
Le bruit plaisent aux plus futiles;
Le poéte seul est hanté
Par l’amour des choses tranquiles.

Earth Song - Frank Ticheli

Sing, Be, Live, See
This dark stormy hour,
the wind, it stirs.
The scorched Earth cries out in vain.

Oh war and power, you blind and blur. The torn heart cries out in pain.

But music and singing have been my refuge,
and music and singing shall be my light.

A light of song, shining strong.
Hallelujah! Hallelujah.

Through darkness and pain and strife,
I'll sing, I'll be, live, see.

Peace.

moving piece. I love it, a lot, seriously..

hope for the world.

sometimes I wonder, if it'll be better for us not to have the freedom to think too much into things..

not to get sucked into the whirlpool of human emotions and affections and psychology..

but of course, it's God's gift for us to have emotions, to feel for everything around us..