its been a rather tiring day i guess.. haha so much fun and laughter..

choir "pt" in the morning, haha most choir ppl were there to run, while i just sat down at a bench to look thru my maths hmwk since i cant really run too much with my foot rotting away.. oh man i haven't really touched it at all, got so much work during dec! after they came back, went to netball court to play captain's ball, which was so much fun! my rotting foot hurt a little after that, but i guess for that little bit of pain to enjoy the game its pretty worth it. broke my right slippers during the game cos of a little accident, haha then no more shoes to wear around! in the end some good idea from juniors to staple the part of my slippers where it had torn off back. haha became pretty uncomfortable with the feeling of staple bullets under my right foot..

then went over to curry wok for brunch, the ppl at my table were totally crazy, all the stupid joke cracking and laughing, haha so fun lar!! choir after that was ok, haha but choir has always been "ok" to me, so i guess it was quite fun and good ba. haha im starting to love bubuy bulan! :)

then went over to dhoby ghaut with seokh and shaun to meet up with other church frens, then went over to parkway parade.. slacked around in mac's for awhile. haha the choir ppl in church just went out with scores and start singing away in some "ulu" corner near mac's, oh my was quite screwedup, but still it was damn fun! haha.

im so glad that i went for the prayer meet last night. i guess its really helped me sort out so much stuff and really set out my priorities for God. it kinda helped to set my sights more on God, and grew my hunger for Him. prayer meet was quite refreshing and rejuvenating, and the atmosphere was really great!

after prayer meet was a mad "amazing race" rush back home.. haha cos it ended quite late, and i had no idea how to go home from there. in the end chiong everywhere, then went back home damn late.....

oh man such a long post, haha but so many things happened all in one day.. niicee heh :)

i have re-fallen in love with The Corrs!! oh man i've not listened to them for like quite a long time, at least a couple of years already, yet listening to their songs again bring back fond memories of past.
i dunno why, but lately im enjoying a lot of pretty dated songs. new songs seem to be less appealing than oldies i guess.

Top Gear is my current fav pasttime show. i think im addicted to some of the jokes and hilarious comments made on the show. and at least it helps to let time pass quickly.

my left foot is not really doing any better. now the skin's split even more, and the flesh look really kinda disgusting. just a bit of stinging, not really pain, guess im quite used to it.

now i shall "shop" around for watever xmas present i'll buy for myself...

i was supposed to post quite a while ago, better late than never...
besides most of my posts are still full of rubbish anyway...

its been a pretty boring holiday, other than choir practises and workshops, the past 2 weeks have just been a bore playing games all day long ...

i was having a chat with a few friends outside when it dawned on me how much they've really changed my life. i guess its not just them but many of the people i've met throughout 17 years of my life. its touching when you have friends that really back you up in your most difficult times. and i enjoy the few but really inspiring chats that i've had with these friends. being able to closely interact with them really builds up our friendship and lets me depend on them.

i guess its not just fun and games, but spending quality time with people that are important in my life that's wat really make a true friendship. the feeling is just.. different.. i dunno how to put it.. i rather spend time sitting down and really talking to someone then just play play around, tho im not much of a speaker and i cant really hold a conversation... but that's not the point..

that said, the ppl i met in choir are really awesome. i think rioHC plays a really important part in my life, and i've found most joy spending time with great friends in choir like jason, xz, dj, hewlett and whoever whoever.. i guess its just how we've always hung out, in or out of school.. even back in cat high i've found friends whom i can really turn to, with whom we've gone through years of hardship and joy. its this kind of quality friendship that marks the special moments in my life.

not much to say from me, but taking time to appreciate the last 17 years of friendship really does matters i feel...

i missed maths lecture on maclaurin's, and im starting to regret cos i DUN UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.....

promos are coming, must start chionging... :(

since im at home so early in the morning without anything to do, oh wells, might as well blog about some stuff...

if you're thinking why i ponned school to blog at home, im just waiting for 8.30am to come by quick so i can call my doctor to fix an appointment. which brings me to my condition which is really frustrating and nonsensical.

just a week ago, my left ear was blocked so badly i almost couldn't hear through my left ear cos everything was badly muffled. now my left ear's healed, but guess wat, im now running a fever and my RIGHT ear's blocked now.. oh my the pain in my ear and head is unbearable\! this is like a torture after my previous torture just ended....

i'll rather go deaf than to suffer with one blocked ear after another with so much pain. ok just joking, i rather not suffer from anything...

kinda sad case for me. now im stuck at home, and that means i'll have to finish up my WR throughout the day and study for econs as well.

oh wells, i must pray hard that my right ear gets better!!

2 months of non-blogging days. now it feels weird to type in my blog again...

i can't believe my luck!! bad luck.. bad bad luck i've got ....
and for the fourth day, my left ear is still blocked, and it seems quite serious cos everything i hear from my left ear is really muffled.. and it hasn't even improved much from thursday when i found out i got this blocked ear thingy.. the ringing sound is so damn distracting, and the feeling in my left ear is very very weird, like as if there's nothing there at at all..

hopefully im gonna heal well quick.. mum doesn't even let me go see the doctor for another appointment.. say wat should let me rest and recuperate if possible... i've already been resting and recuperating for the last 4 days, and nothings happening!!! oh mannn...

nevertheless, i'll continue praying that a miracle happens, cos its starting to get unbearable....

A promising young sportsman, who worked so hard to achieve his goal..
rest in peace, Thaddeus, we'll miss you.

"We should not shed tears. That is a surrender of the body to the heart. It is only proof that we are beings that do not know what to do with our hearts"

2 more days to syf, intense man..
jiayou everyone, we've worked hard all this time for this, and we've not come so far just to back down.. let's all make this the greatest 15 min of our lives on stage..
because we can, and we will get that GWH.

just a little over 2 more weeks.. syf.
can we do it? i believe we can..
now is the time to fight on and demand more from ourselves, the will to dominate.

i've held on, but it burns so much..
now i've let go, to free myself from this burden..

i'm feeling rather bored these few days, nothing exciting has happened, in fact nothing has even happened...

watever, im just gonna sleep my way through this weekend......

cat high ebchoir: gold with honours!! allrittteeeee, niiccceeee...

illness has finally caught me... and it doesn't feel nice at all..
woke up with a very bad headache and badly blocked nose, so decided to go see doctor and get day off.. feeling ultra bad and weak, stayed in bed until 9 then went down to the clinic, found out got quite long queue, so left my name and went back home to wait until 10+ before going to the doctor again.. got my medication then went back home to rest for the rest of the day..

now trying to pia finish my hmwk, tho it seems unbearably difficult.. the medication makes me so drowsy that i can't concentrate on my work properly..

cat high choir syf tml, haizz wanted to go watch their syf, but can't pon school.. maybe i'll just go down for the release of results after school, tho it'll be pretty pointless.. in any case, jiayou choir juniors, get that gold with honours and make the school and yourselves proud of your achievements.

and so as it is just like the previous years, my birthday had just come and gone yet again..
just as after every other event, life still goes on for me.. never expect something out of nothing..

but still, thanks so much for the frens around me who made this day so special for me.

maybe that moment will be special as well..
so special, may it last a lifetime..
for eternity.

nice one, cat high CO gold with honours, not bad not bad, a long awaited years of effort which turned out to be truly damn well..

that's a nice start for the secondary school's syf, and for cat high anyway.. but it'll be nicer when all the other performing arts did their best and every other aesthetics cca get their gold with honours, that'll be the ultimate best for cat high, not baadddd....

cat high choir jia you, the time's for you all to shine, and dun let go not even till the very last moment, cos the seniors are all damn sure you all can make it!! good luck guys..

gosh jc life is gettin tough, all the work piling up and the tests coming in, i've hardly done much revision so far, only tutorials and exercises...... time for a break, a much needed break for me......

anyway, saturday rocked quite a bit.. ok only at nite... morning went to bedok mrt to wait for some other choir ppl to meet up before heading off to vjc.. supposed to meet at 11.30, then i miscalculated my time and arrived at 10.45.. niccee man damnnn long wait.. reading today newspaper when lishan and seok hui suddenly came out of nowhere and screamed "hi" in my ears, ouch!... wait wait somemore then went to vj for choir workshop... quite ok at the beginning, but went on stage dunno why it just went wrong... maybe it was just anxiety or nervous, but watever it is it wasn't helping us at all...

after choir wanted to find some of my old choir mates back from cat high, but couldn't find, so nvm then headed down to plaza sing with xian you play arcade... then met up with the rest of the senior/junior 69 for jts, at fish and co. at glasshouse!! oh my rocks sia, the food was damn huge portion and damn good... shared the seafood platter for 2 with adriel and still couldn't finish, must struggle a bit... the drink was also ultra big, an damn nice.. aiya fish and co. is just that damn good lar, no doubt about it.. but the bill was also ultra 'wow', $800++ altogether, $100++ service charge.. wakao crazy sia...

today decided to be an ultra guai boy (i'm already guai, so can only be more guai-er) and did most of my work, chem, econs and pw.. anyway pw really sucked... i spent half the day lagging in front of the comp totally having no idea wat to do... its like so damn siann, then just picked up my pencil and randomly wrote some stuff down on the paper.. i bet when the deadline comes my draft will be so damn lousy my teacher confirm will scold then ask me redo.. 100% guarantee, lucky i wrote in pencil, easy to rub off and wun waste ink somemore...

seriously my life would be much easier if there wasn't pw :p.....
and no more scandals from me, trust me (i think) since i'm gonna become a more guai-er boy, i mean gentleman....

less than 2 months to syf, now we're really feeling the heat..

there's no more time for slack already, its time to forge ahead and come out tops.. we shall strive for our best and never back down, we shall forget the past and look to a better future.. from now, a new and hopefully good start for our run..

its now or never..

holidays are now coming to an end!! like wat the......

holidays never feel enough, with all the work and tests coming up and choir practises.. it would feel rather nice to actually have a day to sleep all day long, and to forget all about work and watever..

1/8 of the journey to 'A' levels have just passed in a blink of an eye, amidst the fun and laughter we all had.. now's the time to press on forward for studies and syf, no more slack anymore!.....

holiday time! so relaxing and slack, for now, still got work to do...

my oh my, i've been spending so much money this few days.... but at least i guess its pretty much worth it alot... went for ntu's choir concert with a few frens, which i think was pretty nice, not bad not bad.. at least i enjoyed myself listening to them..

then went for huang cheng on sunday afternoon, the show was DAMN good, it was really funny yet the stories were really good and touching.. nice job..

and so i've enjoyed myself this weekend with so many nice performances.. now waiting to go to school in a few hours time, then do work also.. haizz and i've still got a book to read finish......

let's go play, for now..

friends forever..
and ever.......

for those who could stay in hc, congratulations, and cherish this opportunity for its a chance which many others were not given..

for those whom unfortunately were kicked out, good luck to you all in your future endeavours, and dun fret over going into a totally new environment, for no matter where you go, your friends will always be behind your back, and life still goes on..

jiayou everyone

to hell with this, my greatest fear had just come through, and i freakin hating everything about it..

life's so unfair isn't it... not too long ago i was over the moon about my results, and today the bomb had just dropped: im gettin freaking kicked out of hc to nj..

its so damn pissing off.. it totally spoiled my mood... although i've already prepared my appeal quite sometime back, i would never have expected such a thing to happen.. im so damn disappointed... now all i can do is to sit and think through wat i should do from now on...

and all this time an unknown stranger is pulling the strings and deciding my fate... all i can do is to have my fingers crossed and hope for the best, which chances are, i dunno......

MAN UTD WON!! get it good chelsea, man utd's walking home with the trophy..

tho im not a really big fan of soccer, i must say this win came great.. who cares if it was just a last minute lucky goal, a goal's a goal, nothing's gonna change that.. and lie that, nothing's gonna change the fact man utd's gonna win..

monday off-day, one whole slack day, well not really since i've work to do.. in any case its a great break, and a long weekend.. i guess i'll just laze at home unless there's some good movie urging me to go watch.. movies anyone??

dear whoever is gonna read this post:

as contrary to wat martin have told some of you, i am NOT leaving hwachong for any other jc.. i was just fooling around with him during econs lesson and he mistakenly took it for real and spread it around.. and apparently adriel have revealed wat he thought was the "truth" behind my "decision" to some people, though i'm not pretty much sure of wat he said, but in any case, DUN BELIEVE ADRIEL AT ALL.. his words are false because he does not understand my situation AT ALL...

tho i'll admit the thought of going to vj did cross my mind since it was the jc i've been aiming to go previously.. at no point at all did i ever hate anyone or everyone to influence my decision... it was purely my desire, and not that of anything that had to do with anyone else.. this is just a BIG misunderstanding that gone bad and wrong.. but in any case, im not gonna get pissed since this was also purely an accident on the part of the 2 guys..

happy chinese new year to one and all :)

GREAT NEWS!!!

if you thought that life sucks and feel like venting all your frustrations by punching the wall or shouting out loud, or perhaps you felt that you weren't needed in this world and could just die without anyone ever caring or bothering, so do i...

say it with me, we're pissed, we're all pissed..

let's face it, life's not fair, cos no matter how we look, life just really sucks, and there's nothing we can do about it..

this is depressing, but i dun really care much.. im already pretty much pissed off, it wouldn't hurt to get pissed even more...

***** if dao-ing was your best excuse for saying "get off me", try harder with a better excuse next time...*****

***** if coming up with ridiculous words was your best excuse for saying "you're bugging me, stop irritating me", try harder again next time*****

***** if simply not caring or bothering was your best excuse for saying "you're damn disgusting, get lost eeeeewwwwwwww", try harder again next time*****

in any case, your excuses are all L-A-M-E... just try harder next time.....

yeah, last nite's stj rox man..

went choir yesterday, had combined.. damn my throat was still sore, can't sing properly.... met up with senior shao kai at class bench after choir at noon, then went coro had lunch, and suay suay met some choir seniors whom i pang seh'd :p went around coro to get some presents for my angel, and shared the costs for a few presents for some others with shao kai.. walao spent a lot of money sia, but i guess it was worth it..

went down to somerset to meet up with other guys.. but before that shao kai and i went to coffee bean to write a song :) for jasmine sia, waaa spent close to an hour racking our brains to write something meaningful, tho it turned out pretty funny at the end, but still i guess it was alrite ba.. finished up the tasteless iced tea then went heeren meet up with the others guys who already there.. walked around carrying all thos bags of presents (quite malu, but who cares) went to cineleisure to play a bit of pool, then went back to heeren for stj..

stj dinner was great, the food was damn nice, and damn filling.. after that gave out the presents, then shao kai and i presented the song for jasmine, rite in public sia, lucky he got bring his guitar haha.. wa but we're like damn nervous, cos the song was really quite funny content, tho it still sounded not too bad.. i was shivering down there while singing with shao kai lar, then everyone else for laughing.. siann diao... haha then cock up something for chen xiao as well (damn corny one :p, but at least its the thought :) ) after dinner went play pool for a lil while then went home..

slept only at 2 this morning, cos was chit chatting with another fren... now im still quite tired, but already afternoon, dun feel like sleeping... maybe play a bit of dota, brush up my skills :)

9 feb.. 2 more days.. its so damn fast..
too damn fast.. its still too early into the year, i dun want to get crushed in disappointment..

i've not had any good rest or sleep.. im stressing myself out over this results crap.. this whole things scaring the hell out of me.. im so lethargic.. im so tired.. i've got no mood to do anything, nothing at all...



and so i wish, that you'll always be with me, to keep me company, to talk me through this disturbing period.. but nonetheless i know its impossible for me to grab hold of you..

it seems that all hope is lost, all my chances have faded away.. or is it just me that i've given up hope? i dun care, i dun really care much.. its not as if i can change anything or make a significant difference..

to think that every cloud has a silver lining.. like reaalllll......

woohooo!!! i've just got a new tv for my living room, new BIG SCREEN TV MAN!!! flat one somemore, can haolian liao HARHARHAR~~~

but seriously i guess it's the time to get a new tv for my living room, the old one was like a big fat toshiba -.-" and now the colour is screwed up, every image delivers a reddish kind of image, distorted like that, its damn irritating..

at least by monday i'll have a new incentive for me to get home early from school everyday! :):)

thinking of gettin a new phone cover and martin's field for my k800i as well, both are really scratched, almost cannot make it le..

wow this chinese new year really is gettin rid of old stuff and buying neww stuff man, think im gonna have lotsa new additions to watever i already have in my house....

a new printer, monitor, radically change cpu system, new game to last 10 hours, full nites rest with some extra sleep added and an almost complete set of homework makes junyao extremely happy boy...

at least the last point is to say how hardworking i am.. hey, i woke up at 6 plus this morning to do the pile of tutorials on my table... i was supposed to do them last nite, but i reached home last nite because of a wonderful day out of home..

had choirfrom 10.30 to 3 yesterday.. note 10.30, and wat time did i reach school? 9.30, for wat?? to check out the photocopy chop and office to see if i could collect our class new timetable... and the point is? 5 day week sucks, cos it wasted my time walking around the school to find that almost every office in the school was closed....

lunch was with my section near the school... got to know at least my seniors in the section better... after that, back to choir which was pretty much ok..

had my og gathering after choir.. went down to nicole's house which was EXTREMELY HUGE.. omg like one of the biggest i've seen... even the doors are relatively big man.. imagine the horror to clean up every single spot in the house......

anyway, played a bit of cards with the og mates discreetly, but shifted to board games after that.. MONOPOLY, but only a small group of us, the rest were chatting away at another corner... haha we were just enjoying ourselves laughing away at each other for landing at another property, then paying up blah blah... had pizza for dinner as well.. then only returned home later around 8.30, but the freakin 156 was so damn long lor, took nearly half hourto come to the busstop, tmd....

sian there's still some work left to do, guess i'll quickly complete them all by nite ba.....

silence is torturous.. silence is heart-breaking.. its not anywhere near golden..

i wish to hear from you, yet you walk past me, unknown of my existence, unknown of where you stand in my mind..

of the few when you did notice, we could never stop to say a bit of hi.. we seem like strangers, yet all i want is to just talk to you, face to face.. i see your smile, your presence which brightens my day.. yet all you do was to raise a hand and mouth the word "hello", when all i wanted was to have a chat, not for long, but just a while, yet it all seemed impossible... and all i could do, was to raise my hand, and watch you walk away into the distance..

i fear myself.. i have no confidence.. i am downright inferior to the guys that you hang out with.. you seem to enjoy your time with them.. i am afraid, much too afraid to approach you.. it seems that for you to know me was a total waste of your time.. but i'll still hold on, to the slightest of glimmering hopes..

i feel so lonely, my world has grown dark and quiet, clouds which beckons the deepest of sorrows.. when is the day when i see your face again, or rather, when is the day i can summon myself to walk up to you, to speak to you, instead of fear rejection..

i wish that you can hear me, my cries for your attention.. you who filled a most important place within, emptied for the last decade.. you seem so close, but yet so far from me.. so near, but so distant...

its unbearable, this silence between us..

im so damn tired, and there's still so much things to do!!!

just returned home from coro, had dinner with some classmates at prince.. then we were like chatting and laughing around, talking about things we dun normally talk about, playing games....

it was then that i realised even more just how wonderful this life is... back in sec school it was pretty rare for a few classmates to actually gather round to have dinner and chit chat, tho life back then was a bit more comfortable cos there were like only guys around and we can just talk about crap and noone cared much about wat we were doing... now jc life is just filled with endless fun and laughter, there's so much more things to discover within our class, and i dun feel sick or tired to be out with them, be it for meals or just gatherings...

and i now really appreciate the friends that i had who were always with me back then and even now, like adriel or anybody else.. we went thru the last 2 years together and never once had i thought how important he would be in helping me come this far, but not just him, even my other frens with whom i place my trust in greatly.. and never once had they disappoint me, thanks so much you guys :)

and now, as we walk down this new journey set ahead of us filled with new and even greater obstacles, i can be sure that not just old friends, even new friends will be there to guide and aid each other through.. that's the kind of spirit that i wish and hope to see, and i know that as we move on, that's the kind of spirit that everyone will have..





just some mindless, no-link ramblings.. dun treat this too seriously, im just over-reacting..

huurrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... bloody cold day man.. pretty boring as well.. totally nothing to do or watch...

finished doing maths work, damn sian, think i forgot the lectures... actually din feel like doing it anyway... but just do ahead of next week..

i'm gettin quite sian of the games i have, DMC, final fantasy, dota, need for speed... someone pls lend me new and good games pls?!?!?! i need it to pass my weekends..

now looking thru the photos i've taken in school... we've had so much fun preparing for our class item and flag, and it all came out nicely.. our class flag looked so damn cool, thanks to everyone who chipped in to help paint it.. (esp stella who helped out so much to paint the diff tones that came out so cleanly) and i totally like my bullshit about our flag's meaning!! it was so damn impromptu, and adriel sabo me to take the mic, so i no choice just spoke watever crap about the flag i could think of, but hey, it worked din it...

that was last nite's campfire.. the whole ntie was so damn high man, everyone was shouting like mad, i even have a freakin sore throat now, but i dun regret it cos it was one of the best time i had... went out late at night with the class and our senior class for late nite dinner/supper..... had some games, then almost missed the last bus home all thanks to MISLEADING INFO FROM ADRIEL... good thing i quickly took another bus to macritchie just in time to take the LAST 156 bus, where stella, terrence and qiuyu were on as well.. heg sia..

and i'm looking forward to school next week, meetings with the class and our seniors as well.. hehheh niiccceeee....

gosh, had a blasting and unforgetable, yet disgusted and pissed off time of my life today..

4th day in our ct classes, gosh we really bonded together as classmates, sharing jokes and chatting and wat not... laughing away like mad and just thoroughly enjoying our time together..

i was damn tired today, damn damn tired... i couldn't sleep last nite, only slept from 1 to 4.30, urgghhh wat the hell.... then chen xiao and i slept on the tables in the canteen while our classmates were chatting away around us.. i woke up just in time to get some lunch with zhi wei, the rest of my class were gone!! :( haha i thought they left the canteen without me.. lucky met zhiwei and had lunch together.. good thing my classmates were kind enough, told another classmate i was alone and he came by to sit with me and zhi wei..

had our first intro lectures today, maths and chem.. was ok, but freezing like mad.. then chem got diagnostic test somemore.. lucky i remembered most of my stuff, though a few mistakes here and there :p ended around 4 and we were dismissed.. wasted no time to quickly get our class banner up for tml's campfire and prepare for class performance.. great class spirit at work man, everyone chipped in to get the painting of our banner done, tho we ran out of stuff and someone had to rush to get them outside.. had a great chat with everyone and was laughing away at adriel's antics.. in the end, our banner looked so damn great, it was even better than wat i had designed with chenxiao and jeremy yesterday!! (ah yes, i did come up with some designs and ideas of the banner while chen and jeremy came up with some pretty cool improvisions as well, so i did help out quite some) it was so cool totally, we were so damn proud of it.. had late nite dinner at coro and again laughing away at the joker adriel..

but that was when the fun part ended.. was raining like mad when i got off the bus to go home.. then got no shelter, so had to run in the pouring rain all drenched and soaked to the skin.. then when i got under a nearby void deck to get shelter, this group of bastards at the void deck sudenly laughed away hysterically at me, pointing at me and laughing at my wet and drenched state.. i was damn pissed off man, those idiots are just so damn inconsiderate and mean, totally inhumane without sparing a thought for others... they were laughing like crazy, as if i was the funniest thing they've saw, bunch of bastards man.. i just walked off, i couldn't be bothered with those kind of idiots... and they just spoiled a totally wonderful day for me.. piece of crap...

just back from school, and i had a blast of a time..

hwachong is absolutely great man.. the school culture and life rox. im so damn glad i chose hwachong as my first choice...

today was the first time we were split into our classes.. only one person from my og got into the same class as me, kinda sad that we had to be in diff classes.. but nevermind, chen xiao and adriel are in the same class! whoo!!! friends of 4 years gettin together in the same jc, and in the same class 07s69, rare chance man.. haha and i found out my classmates are really so damn nice lar..

we also had our senior meet junior session, yeah our class seniors rock as well, cool people man.. especially the guy who talked and shared so much with me on the bus to KAP..

oh yeah, the class with our seniors also went down to KAP mac's for dinner, spent an awesome time chatting and laughing away... then playing some games rite in mac's and making so much noise.. speaking of which, me, chen xiao and adriel met bruno, and his NJ friends in mac's, yeah laughing at him was also quite an entertainment man..

now im so dman tired.. i've not been sleeping well for the past few days, even for a week.. and as everyday apsses we draw closer to the release of our results.. gosh its so damn scary, i really dun want to get kicked out, i've not work so hard to come so far just to get released from the jc of my choice, no it wouldn't happen.. im not allowing it to happen..

treasure the time while it lasts...

ops... damn long never blog liao.. aiya whole day whole life playing games...

school start le, cannot play anymore :(

its been 2 days in hcjc.. pretty good, had quite some fun.. but very hard to socialise... too shy leh :p

but at least got a few frens with me in the school, at least still got some people to talk to la, if not damn lonely sia....

tho im not confident about staying there after o level results come out.. seriously im damn scared man.. i just can't imagine the horror im gonna face when i get back my results and find out im gonna get kicked out.. wa sian i wanna stay, dun feel like changing jc..

sian every nite is like a freaking nightmare... until this is over i can only hope for the best....