dear whoever is gonna read this post:

as contrary to wat martin have told some of you, i am NOT leaving hwachong for any other jc.. i was just fooling around with him during econs lesson and he mistakenly took it for real and spread it around.. and apparently adriel have revealed wat he thought was the "truth" behind my "decision" to some people, though i'm not pretty much sure of wat he said, but in any case, DUN BELIEVE ADRIEL AT ALL.. his words are false because he does not understand my situation AT ALL...

tho i'll admit the thought of going to vj did cross my mind since it was the jc i've been aiming to go previously.. at no point at all did i ever hate anyone or everyone to influence my decision... it was purely my desire, and not that of anything that had to do with anyone else.. this is just a BIG misunderstanding that gone bad and wrong.. but in any case, im not gonna get pissed since this was also purely an accident on the part of the 2 guys..

happy chinese new year to one and all :)

GREAT NEWS!!!

if you thought that life sucks and feel like venting all your frustrations by punching the wall or shouting out loud, or perhaps you felt that you weren't needed in this world and could just die without anyone ever caring or bothering, so do i...

say it with me, we're pissed, we're all pissed..

let's face it, life's not fair, cos no matter how we look, life just really sucks, and there's nothing we can do about it..

this is depressing, but i dun really care much.. im already pretty much pissed off, it wouldn't hurt to get pissed even more...

***** if dao-ing was your best excuse for saying "get off me", try harder with a better excuse next time...*****

***** if coming up with ridiculous words was your best excuse for saying "you're bugging me, stop irritating me", try harder again next time*****

***** if simply not caring or bothering was your best excuse for saying "you're damn disgusting, get lost eeeeewwwwwwww", try harder again next time*****

in any case, your excuses are all L-A-M-E... just try harder next time.....

yeah, last nite's stj rox man..

went choir yesterday, had combined.. damn my throat was still sore, can't sing properly.... met up with senior shao kai at class bench after choir at noon, then went coro had lunch, and suay suay met some choir seniors whom i pang seh'd :p went around coro to get some presents for my angel, and shared the costs for a few presents for some others with shao kai.. walao spent a lot of money sia, but i guess it was worth it..

went down to somerset to meet up with other guys.. but before that shao kai and i went to coffee bean to write a song :) for jasmine sia, waaa spent close to an hour racking our brains to write something meaningful, tho it turned out pretty funny at the end, but still i guess it was alrite ba.. finished up the tasteless iced tea then went heeren meet up with the others guys who already there.. walked around carrying all thos bags of presents (quite malu, but who cares) went to cineleisure to play a bit of pool, then went back to heeren for stj..

stj dinner was great, the food was damn nice, and damn filling.. after that gave out the presents, then shao kai and i presented the song for jasmine, rite in public sia, lucky he got bring his guitar haha.. wa but we're like damn nervous, cos the song was really quite funny content, tho it still sounded not too bad.. i was shivering down there while singing with shao kai lar, then everyone else for laughing.. siann diao... haha then cock up something for chen xiao as well (damn corny one :p, but at least its the thought :) ) after dinner went play pool for a lil while then went home..

slept only at 2 this morning, cos was chit chatting with another fren... now im still quite tired, but already afternoon, dun feel like sleeping... maybe play a bit of dota, brush up my skills :)

9 feb.. 2 more days.. its so damn fast..
too damn fast.. its still too early into the year, i dun want to get crushed in disappointment..

i've not had any good rest or sleep.. im stressing myself out over this results crap.. this whole things scaring the hell out of me.. im so lethargic.. im so tired.. i've got no mood to do anything, nothing at all...



and so i wish, that you'll always be with me, to keep me company, to talk me through this disturbing period.. but nonetheless i know its impossible for me to grab hold of you..

it seems that all hope is lost, all my chances have faded away.. or is it just me that i've given up hope? i dun care, i dun really care much.. its not as if i can change anything or make a significant difference..

to think that every cloud has a silver lining.. like reaalllll......

woohooo!!! i've just got a new tv for my living room, new BIG SCREEN TV MAN!!! flat one somemore, can haolian liao HARHARHAR~~~

but seriously i guess it's the time to get a new tv for my living room, the old one was like a big fat toshiba -.-" and now the colour is screwed up, every image delivers a reddish kind of image, distorted like that, its damn irritating..

at least by monday i'll have a new incentive for me to get home early from school everyday! :):)

thinking of gettin a new phone cover and martin's field for my k800i as well, both are really scratched, almost cannot make it le..

wow this chinese new year really is gettin rid of old stuff and buying neww stuff man, think im gonna have lotsa new additions to watever i already have in my house....