felipe massa, HAHAHA!!!!

i love ferrari for their technical screwup :)

gogo hamilton!

wat to say??
im supersupersupersupersuuuuuuuperrrrrperperperperpepreprperpeprepepreprpeperperpeperperperpeprperperpeprer
disappointed at the results i've gotten back...

and pls dun say i did well enough for prelims standard, or at the end i'll get my A for a levels (not that i dun want to :p ), thank you all for your comfort and concern, and i do appreciate that..

but that's not an excuse, in the end i do know myself that i did damn dig-dastardly badly... not up to my usual standard, and really screwed up my papers..

i shld just kill myself..

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that's only wat i have to say about today... maybe tonight will be better

finally... PRELIMS ENDED!!!! thank God i cant stand anymore of this any longer... i will DIEE if this doesn't end by now....

at least physics mcq was ok.. abit of careless and stupid mistakes again here and there... but overall, think is one of the better physics paper 1 i've done so far.. shan't be too confident, but at least its WAYYY better than chem paper 2 -.-

went out with adriel, jack and gang to plaza sing after physics to hang around... had an extremely full lunch at carl's junior... went to watch Babylon AD after that.. it was plain not worth it-.- the storyline is messed up, the characters were unbelievably unimaginable, and the movie just left all of us stupefied and unclear of wat just went on... not a good effort at all....

oh before movie, we went to build a bear for donald kng (his birthday) !!! dear daddy donald now has a son-daughter (??) bear to call his special one!!! called donaldo the kng !!! ahha the whole time spent in build a bear factory was super hilarious!! we were like looking around for a suitable bear for donald, when the assistant came to ask us if we had any preference for bears, we were like spamming nonsense around looking for a feminine bear for him... then we were playing around with the sound input for the bears thingy, and the heartbeat... got a fluffy bear, stuffed it with cotton..

and just before sewing the bear up when donald had to put the bear's heart into it, that was super funniest event!!! the assistant asked donald to choose a heart for the bear, but in the end we decided his gay partner (adriel) shld do the honours and choose a heart haha.. then donald was asked funny qn like "would you love this bear??" "do you want your heart to be with the bear's heart?" and he was made to rub the heart against his heart, and between his palms and kiss it before putting inside the bear!! the rest of us were laughing away like mad ppl cos donald looked super hilarious!! (not that the loving bear or heart thingy is a bad or stupid thing.. i personally feel that if the bear is a truly special gift for someone then those acts would definitely be worth doing, and overdoing for the sake of it, it is afterall a great idea and service from the store... but the fact that donald is the one doing it with his funny actions makes it amazingly crazy and funny!) after sewing the bear up, donald then had to give his bear a blowdry and scrubbing with a brush, which was another crazy laughter inducing section! and we all helped to give his bear a birth certificate for "donaldo the kng"! the entire bear making process for donald was just super crazy and funny!!


after movie adriel zhiyong jacob jack and i went to play pool.. and we changed out of our uniform and just wore our jackets with nothing underneath! haha so imba, played for a couple of hours before they left, then i went over to yuhui's house to join the cg for bbq.. sang songs, played cards, make stupid jokes, had alot of laughter and just enjoyed myself tonight there... then went up to her house to clean up the dishes, and experiment with chocolate :P made some hot chocolate milk, which was not bad, considering its our first time ?? haha..

end of prelims could never been made better! how i wish everyday was end of prelims, then we can just go out everyday to just lag around and enjoy life as it is!

im listening to "another one bites the dust" by queen....

and while listening to the song, im thinking about chem paper 2...
think i swallowed the whole chunk of chem dust with my crazy screwed up paper 2... (half the paper of blanks and mistakes)

this prelims really sucked.. like totally...

i just threw away wat little chances of A for chem from paper 1 and 3 with my horrendous performance.. things just cant get worse huh...

im really super emo over chem... i really have no mood for anything else.. my blood boils and my brain's gonna explode...

im starting to get more and more disappointed with myself.. i really cant stand the way that i cant even get easy things done right...

maths today, other than AP/GP, everything was manageable.. pure maths is.. no comments, it has its difficulty and easiness.. worse is statistics... 60% statistics in the paper is just give away!!! and i lost marks just because my stupid eye and slow brain cant register wat the stupid qn was asking, and in the end used wrong methods... yea i guess losing 7 to 10 marks in this careless fashion is unavoidable.. but NO its not unavoidable (considering i had quite a bit of time to read and re-read the qn over and over again) its plain stupidity on my part, cos rite after the paper ended did i realise wat had gone wrong...

and not just maths, alot of my other subjects had lost marks cos of plain stupid careless mistakes which i should not have made... im seriously disappointed at my performance, tho i know most of the time i let my nervousness get the better of me, its really not an excuse cos its been something i've been trying to fight ever since cat high, and time and again i fail to get better at every single exam...

i seriously doubt i could get good results... at least 3 As for my sciences? that's like a seemingly hard goal to reach after the sucky papers i've been through... and even if i do get my As, its not wat i believe i could have gotten... this prelims is just a really bad time for me...

today's physics was... not so good?? i hate de broglie wavelength.. ( esp the stupid qn that came out, wat kind of qn was that!!! totally never see before dammit!! and the balloon crap urgh!!)

and i GG-fied myself even further while the paper was being collected.. i was feeling bored ( like duh, after such a stupid screwed paper i just wanted to get out and leave te paper for good) and i started messing around with my GC.. was randomly pressing keys and doing all sorts of stuf
then reset my GC over and over again...

suddenly i dunno why, i just pressed the row of keys 0258 and ON, suddenly the gc asked me if i wanted to reset... so i thought i pressed the 28 ON keys to reset function, then i just went on ahead to press reset.. all of a sudden, the "MEMORY CLEARED" message came onto my screen (not shocking actually) but the damn stupid thing was the "FOR SINGAPORE" message DID NOT COME UP!!!! OHMYGGFIEDWATTHECRAPIDIDTOMYGC!!!!! check my apps, and ALL MY APPS ARE GONE!!! LIKE WAT THE!!! and my maths paper 2 is on monday... RARRRRRR PLS DO THIS TO MEEEE!!!! SLAP MYSELF LAR!...

thank God calean was willing to lend me her gc with the apps inside... oh man need to re-install my apps before a levels ><

ahh yess. went to eat lunch with xianzhe xianyou (xianzheyou.. -.-"" ) then saw dr ang coming into the canteen, and she asked us how was physics..haha so we complained to her and just emo-ed.... and when we queued up for our food, dr ang came back to us and GAVE EACH OF US A BOTTLE OF MILK to cheer us up.. and we're like super stunned and super thankful!!! she's the best!!! that milk was super encouraging, THANK YOU DR ANG!!!

and cg until very late.. haha dragging all the way after games talking about physics and logic and whatever-not.. xiaoyang is super knowledgable and well read haha..very intelligent guy lar.. then started QT after like one hour of crapping :p and ended cg like 8 plus, then headed over to HC international school to talk to this australian guy, fomr Hope Brisbane.. had a super long but interesting chat about alot of stuff.. now super tired after the super long day spent in school heh...

i lost close to 20 marks each for maths P1, chem P3, physics P3... and many more i predict will be lost in the coming papers, thanks to the onslaught of tonnes of careless mistakes and not reading the questions properly...

so most probably can't get what i aimed to achieve.. i really wanted to do well like get all my As in my sciences to show my mum that i've really been working hard since coming back from graz.. its time to prove my parents wrong that they think i've constantly been slacking and doing useless random stuff like playing all day long...

but i guess i just wasted this chance away by screweing my papers up with stupid mistakes that i should never have made... am i sad? a little.. more like disappointed and angry at myself for screwing up...

the higher you aim, the harder you'll fall.. i bet i just fell and broke the damn floor...

msn is becoming really cranky and irritating!!!
like all my msg cant deliver to any fren im talking to, in every convo!!!
i have to retype alot of my msgs like 2-3 times before it wun get cut off
siannn, its quite irritating actually
REPAIR YOURSELF MSN!!!

im seriously starting to get irritated by internet explorer for its frequent (and definitely unwelcomed) hanging in the middle of doing my stuff, which means having to bring up task manager, close IE (which takes an astonishing long time for i-dunno-wat reasons), reopeing another IE window, reloading the page, and then redoing wat i had done (yes, had done, IE HANGED JUST AS I WAS ABOUT TO CLICK THE ENTRY BUTTON)

firefox, you're my new best friend when it comes to surfing the web (altho it takes wayy too long for the firefox window to open, but who cares)