im starting to get more and more disappointed with myself.. i really cant stand the way that i cant even get easy things done right...

maths today, other than AP/GP, everything was manageable.. pure maths is.. no comments, it has its difficulty and easiness.. worse is statistics... 60% statistics in the paper is just give away!!! and i lost marks just because my stupid eye and slow brain cant register wat the stupid qn was asking, and in the end used wrong methods... yea i guess losing 7 to 10 marks in this careless fashion is unavoidable.. but NO its not unavoidable (considering i had quite a bit of time to read and re-read the qn over and over again) its plain stupidity on my part, cos rite after the paper ended did i realise wat had gone wrong...

and not just maths, alot of my other subjects had lost marks cos of plain stupid careless mistakes which i should not have made... im seriously disappointed at my performance, tho i know most of the time i let my nervousness get the better of me, its really not an excuse cos its been something i've been trying to fight ever since cat high, and time and again i fail to get better at every single exam...

i seriously doubt i could get good results... at least 3 As for my sciences? that's like a seemingly hard goal to reach after the sucky papers i've been through... and even if i do get my As, its not wat i believe i could have gotten... this prelims is just a really bad time for me...