i dunno why but i've been feeling very tired and stressed out for quite some time over the last week..

i guess i must have been pretty stressed out by h3.. tho maths is something that i kinda enjoy, (and something i hope i can continue having passion in), having extra lectures and tutorials on h3 is really taking its toll on me.. plus having lectures late in the afternoon doesn't really help me to concentrate much... the extra commitment is taking my time away trying to understand wat's going on and trying to squeeze in that little bit more formulas into my brain... and i feel bad for sleeping in lectures, (and even tutorials!!!) when i clearly did not put in enough effort to get my work done... now i find myself begging for time to move on slowly so i can actually accomplish much MORE things in my freaking messed up life...

and frankly, my h2 work is as messed up.. i think i've got my whole last year's work to catch up on, that's how much i've deproved in the 2 months holidays... and blocks are coming up in just a couple of weeks more, oh man i dread the work!!

and i still want to go for choir olympics.. blocks is my one and only chance for me to prove to my mum that im capable of handling all the work... i can't screw this up.. which means i have to repeat wat i did for promos... WAT THE!!!


ok no, i can't carry on letting my emotions and feelings get the better of me.. maybe i've emo-ed long enough and its time to stop... afterall i already promised sam and jon to do so...

maybe i shld learn to seek happiness in everything.. i've got good friends... :)
oh, choir orientation was fun :) pictures up on hewlett's blog!