As it goes, physics did not go as well as I hoped for..

What a way to end the module..

And I fear the same for the rest of my modules..

I don't know why, I keep telling myself not to get so preoccupied with results, and learn to enjoy the uni life by doing what I like and enjoy, rather than bury myself in studies, because this is, after all, the last few years I can actually afford to do so..

But somehow, my mindset keeps going back to the results-oriented attitude.. Deep down, I yearn for that A, just to prove something..

But prove what? I really have no idea.. Prove that I'm capable in my studies? Prove that I'm smart?

Do I really need that? Is that endless chase for good cap the ultimate goal I wish to achieve in this 4 years? I wonder how long more must I remain conflicted before I make up my decision...

Its fruitless....