had a.. not that very eventful day today?? i dunno, not really in the mood to think anyway...

well ok, at least i sort of sabo-ed xianyou into being embarassed during physics revision lesson (which i have no idea why he would be there anyway??) by replying to his stupid sms-es and being caught by the teacher for qutie some time :) and chem was, err im not sure, kinda just like the usual revision lecture kinda stuff...

then went to celebrate cherie's birthday.. well not really a celebration, sang birthday song and let her cut cake before she had to rush off for consult.. then the aca guys went to an empty classroom to practise stand by me, supposedly for auditions to perform at prom.. haha kinda rusty already, since we haven't really sang together for like a damn long time, hopefully it will turn out quite well tml :) after auditions then lag around in the classroom with some choir ppl, waited for cherie to end consult, then went to eat lunch together.. came back to school to crash choir practise for awhile with the choir ppl, had a bit of chat with miss lim, then left in the middle... so that was just about wat happened in school?? nothing much..

came home, and finally decided to tell my mum about my results, specifically my horrendous gp grade.. kinda expected her reaction: disappointed, naggy, sort of angry blah blah.. wasn't really thrilled at all... but she din really whack or threw a load of thrashings at me thankfully.. but it still felt bad.. i dunno, im quite sadded now.. like why of all my subjects, gp has to be one she focuses on most, and gp has to be the one which i totally flunked like crap.. and i cant help but keep thinking wat a failure i am, can't even work hard enough to get a decent grade (even tho i really tried) but gp's really something i can't do for nuts.. i just dun have interest nor passion for it, and i keep trying but i keep failing, its just super crappy for me...

and i just can't tell you how much i really hate gp and how much i really dun want to do gp anymore.