to hell with this, my greatest fear had just come through, and i freakin hating everything about it..

life's so unfair isn't it... not too long ago i was over the moon about my results, and today the bomb had just dropped: im gettin freaking kicked out of hc to nj..

its so damn pissing off.. it totally spoiled my mood... although i've already prepared my appeal quite sometime back, i would never have expected such a thing to happen.. im so damn disappointed... now all i can do is to sit and think through wat i should do from now on...

and all this time an unknown stranger is pulling the strings and deciding my fate... all i can do is to have my fingers crossed and hope for the best, which chances are, i dunno......