9 feb.. 2 more days.. its so damn fast..
too damn fast.. its still too early into the year, i dun want to get crushed in disappointment..

i've not had any good rest or sleep.. im stressing myself out over this results crap.. this whole things scaring the hell out of me.. im so lethargic.. im so tired.. i've got no mood to do anything, nothing at all...



and so i wish, that you'll always be with me, to keep me company, to talk me through this disturbing period.. but nonetheless i know its impossible for me to grab hold of you..

it seems that all hope is lost, all my chances have faded away.. or is it just me that i've given up hope? i dun care, i dun really care much.. its not as if i can change anything or make a significant difference..

to think that every cloud has a silver lining.. like reaalllll......