random, but oh well since noone reads my blog i just blog for the sake of doing it.....

how can a evo X be slower than an impreza wrx sti??? i dun get it??? is it even technically possible for the impreza to outrun the evo on the track??

that said i dun really care.. evo x is still the better CAR ( at least in my mind its a car, not some ugly abomination) and most importantly to LOOK AT.. its way cooler than anything out there, other than previous generations of evo which were not that bad.


nissan gtr. oh my that is simply an engineering masterpiece.. and it looks as good as it can get. simply stunning. i think japan makes the best cars out there, nissan gtr, evo, honda nsxr, it couldn't get any better than them ppl.. really why bother with buying supercars that cost a bomb and is simply undrivable ( i talk of porshe and ferrari) if cars look as good as the japanese ones and drives superbly well, i dun see its point..

i really should study now......

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i hate it when my internet explorer hangs 3 times within 5 minutes when im just scrolling down a single webpage.... irritating.......

i dunno why but i've been feeling very tired and stressed out for quite some time over the last week..

i guess i must have been pretty stressed out by h3.. tho maths is something that i kinda enjoy, (and something i hope i can continue having passion in), having extra lectures and tutorials on h3 is really taking its toll on me.. plus having lectures late in the afternoon doesn't really help me to concentrate much... the extra commitment is taking my time away trying to understand wat's going on and trying to squeeze in that little bit more formulas into my brain... and i feel bad for sleeping in lectures, (and even tutorials!!!) when i clearly did not put in enough effort to get my work done... now i find myself begging for time to move on slowly so i can actually accomplish much MORE things in my freaking messed up life...

and frankly, my h2 work is as messed up.. i think i've got my whole last year's work to catch up on, that's how much i've deproved in the 2 months holidays... and blocks are coming up in just a couple of weeks more, oh man i dread the work!!

and i still want to go for choir olympics.. blocks is my one and only chance for me to prove to my mum that im capable of handling all the work... i can't screw this up.. which means i have to repeat wat i did for promos... WAT THE!!!


ok no, i can't carry on letting my emotions and feelings get the better of me.. maybe i've emo-ed long enough and its time to stop... afterall i already promised sam and jon to do so...

maybe i shld learn to seek happiness in everything.. i've got good friends... :)
oh, choir orientation was fun :) pictures up on hewlett's blog!

i have a new big screen monitor for my comp!!! YAY!!!! which means ----->

my bro has a newer, big, brighter and zai-er screen monitor for his comp, so now i can play games on his comp on a bigger, brighter and zai-er screen!!! double YAY!!!

BUT !!



i shldn't be playing games cos of A levels... awwwww damn.....

its been a rather tiring day i guess.. haha so much fun and laughter..

choir "pt" in the morning, haha most choir ppl were there to run, while i just sat down at a bench to look thru my maths hmwk since i cant really run too much with my foot rotting away.. oh man i haven't really touched it at all, got so much work during dec! after they came back, went to netball court to play captain's ball, which was so much fun! my rotting foot hurt a little after that, but i guess for that little bit of pain to enjoy the game its pretty worth it. broke my right slippers during the game cos of a little accident, haha then no more shoes to wear around! in the end some good idea from juniors to staple the part of my slippers where it had torn off back. haha became pretty uncomfortable with the feeling of staple bullets under my right foot..

then went over to curry wok for brunch, the ppl at my table were totally crazy, all the stupid joke cracking and laughing, haha so fun lar!! choir after that was ok, haha but choir has always been "ok" to me, so i guess it was quite fun and good ba. haha im starting to love bubuy bulan! :)

then went over to dhoby ghaut with seokh and shaun to meet up with other church frens, then went over to parkway parade.. slacked around in mac's for awhile. haha the choir ppl in church just went out with scores and start singing away in some "ulu" corner near mac's, oh my was quite screwedup, but still it was damn fun! haha.

im so glad that i went for the prayer meet last night. i guess its really helped me sort out so much stuff and really set out my priorities for God. it kinda helped to set my sights more on God, and grew my hunger for Him. prayer meet was quite refreshing and rejuvenating, and the atmosphere was really great!

after prayer meet was a mad "amazing race" rush back home.. haha cos it ended quite late, and i had no idea how to go home from there. in the end chiong everywhere, then went back home damn late.....

oh man such a long post, haha but so many things happened all in one day.. niicee heh :)

i have re-fallen in love with The Corrs!! oh man i've not listened to them for like quite a long time, at least a couple of years already, yet listening to their songs again bring back fond memories of past.
i dunno why, but lately im enjoying a lot of pretty dated songs. new songs seem to be less appealing than oldies i guess.

Top Gear is my current fav pasttime show. i think im addicted to some of the jokes and hilarious comments made on the show. and at least it helps to let time pass quickly.

my left foot is not really doing any better. now the skin's split even more, and the flesh look really kinda disgusting. just a bit of stinging, not really pain, guess im quite used to it.

now i shall "shop" around for watever xmas present i'll buy for myself...

i was supposed to post quite a while ago, better late than never...
besides most of my posts are still full of rubbish anyway...

its been a pretty boring holiday, other than choir practises and workshops, the past 2 weeks have just been a bore playing games all day long ...

i was having a chat with a few friends outside when it dawned on me how much they've really changed my life. i guess its not just them but many of the people i've met throughout 17 years of my life. its touching when you have friends that really back you up in your most difficult times. and i enjoy the few but really inspiring chats that i've had with these friends. being able to closely interact with them really builds up our friendship and lets me depend on them.

i guess its not just fun and games, but spending quality time with people that are important in my life that's wat really make a true friendship. the feeling is just.. different.. i dunno how to put it.. i rather spend time sitting down and really talking to someone then just play play around, tho im not much of a speaker and i cant really hold a conversation... but that's not the point..

that said, the ppl i met in choir are really awesome. i think rioHC plays a really important part in my life, and i've found most joy spending time with great friends in choir like jason, xz, dj, hewlett and whoever whoever.. i guess its just how we've always hung out, in or out of school.. even back in cat high i've found friends whom i can really turn to, with whom we've gone through years of hardship and joy. its this kind of quality friendship that marks the special moments in my life.

not much to say from me, but taking time to appreciate the last 17 years of friendship really does matters i feel...

i missed maths lecture on maclaurin's, and im starting to regret cos i DUN UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.....

promos are coming, must start chionging... :(

since im at home so early in the morning without anything to do, oh wells, might as well blog about some stuff...

if you're thinking why i ponned school to blog at home, im just waiting for 8.30am to come by quick so i can call my doctor to fix an appointment. which brings me to my condition which is really frustrating and nonsensical.

just a week ago, my left ear was blocked so badly i almost couldn't hear through my left ear cos everything was badly muffled. now my left ear's healed, but guess wat, im now running a fever and my RIGHT ear's blocked now.. oh my the pain in my ear and head is unbearable\! this is like a torture after my previous torture just ended....

i'll rather go deaf than to suffer with one blocked ear after another with so much pain. ok just joking, i rather not suffer from anything...

kinda sad case for me. now im stuck at home, and that means i'll have to finish up my WR throughout the day and study for econs as well.

oh wells, i must pray hard that my right ear gets better!!

2 months of non-blogging days. now it feels weird to type in my blog again...

i can't believe my luck!! bad luck.. bad bad luck i've got ....
and for the fourth day, my left ear is still blocked, and it seems quite serious cos everything i hear from my left ear is really muffled.. and it hasn't even improved much from thursday when i found out i got this blocked ear thingy.. the ringing sound is so damn distracting, and the feeling in my left ear is very very weird, like as if there's nothing there at at all..

hopefully im gonna heal well quick.. mum doesn't even let me go see the doctor for another appointment.. say wat should let me rest and recuperate if possible... i've already been resting and recuperating for the last 4 days, and nothings happening!!! oh mannn...

nevertheless, i'll continue praying that a miracle happens, cos its starting to get unbearable....