I guess life is really not a bed of roses... I should have known not to be so unprepared for when the worst happens...

Now as to moving on... Time to rethink and consider new options... Hopefully the ideas and offers given could give me a new direction and new opportunity to reach for my dreams again..

At a lost now... I have no idea what I should do or think...

time to try to calm down and think ahead..

God please grant me the peace I need now...

~To love another person is to see the face of God~

I SHALL IMPROVE ON MY DEEP SEXY BASS VOICE TO MAKE MYSELF MORE ATTRACTIVE!!!!

now that I have my new laptop, I find myself typing more on the awesomely clicky keyboard...

so much fun!!!

blogging just to find an excuse to type more...

so I guess this would be what they call, a new tech beginning??

Proving to be quite good for now!

I've held doors open for large groups of people before, on quite a few occasions, without being acknowledged with a simple "thank you" or a nod..

I've been willing to split the bill equally even when I'm the least financially dependant/capable person in the group, and I'm also not adverse to offering to help others pay even in the same situation, just to offer some random kindness to others..

Even so, I still yawn sometimes without covering my mouth in public, and I forget to say "excuse".. I'm also extremely casual in my greetings, except for formal occasions such as interviews and official meetings...

But that doesn't mean I have to let other people know what's going on in my mind and justify why I should be able to do those things without being judged.. So go on, do the things you like, and don't do the things you don't.. But don't make it seem so self-important that you feel the need to justify why you do not want to do those things, and make it known that you have your own ways of doing things you'd prefer..

that's why I don't like to read certain things out there.. Some stuff are better kept to oneself than broadcasted...

As a matter of fact, I like the double cheek kiss..

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

and so it goes.. I leave all my burden and memories, so that I can move on..

with time, hopefully, my life will move on properly..

perfecting union

acceptance is hard, but essential...

the road ahead is long and arduous, but one that must be walked..