msn is becoming really cranky and irritating!!!
like all my msg cant deliver to any fren im talking to, in every convo!!!
i have to retype alot of my msgs like 2-3 times before it wun get cut off
siannn, its quite irritating actually
REPAIR YOURSELF MSN!!!

im seriously starting to get irritated by internet explorer for its frequent (and definitely unwelcomed) hanging in the middle of doing my stuff, which means having to bring up task manager, close IE (which takes an astonishing long time for i-dunno-wat reasons), reopeing another IE window, reloading the page, and then redoing wat i had done (yes, had done, IE HANGED JUST AS I WAS ABOUT TO CLICK THE ENTRY BUTTON)

firefox, you're my new best friend when it comes to surfing the web (altho it takes wayy too long for the firefox window to open, but who cares)

was reading thru my 2 years of blog posts, and i must really say:
how this 2 years has really changed me and the things around me..

prelims tml, at least only gp this week.. haha i've been super unproductive ever since start of study break, go school with guitar, then play lots of emo songs and sing with xian you.. im actually quite envious of the tenors, damn they have good voices ><

im starting to fall in love with chinese love songs, like "forever love" or "ni bu zai".. they're very expressive and touching, and playing guitar and singing at the same time really gets the mood going, in me at least..

that said, JASON MRAZ IS IMBA!!! oh my learnt a lot of songs, like butterfly, shy that way, wordplay, and they're all superb!! i think jason mraz is really seriously super talented with his guitar, and his singing is superb!!! very nice :D:D

went dinner and late night chatting with xianyou and dijie at j8 last saturday night.. haha talked alot of things, like our feelings, and emo stuff, and really got personal with each other.. i think they're really great friends to hang around, cos we really understand wat each other is going thru, and we're not afraid of sharing our feelings with each other and supporting each other throughout.. haha you guys are the best man :)

and i receive lots of random msg from xianzhe!!! haha, 4 years in cat high, din know you got that in you man :P suddenly so imba ah!!

i shall not be distracted anymore!!!!
now back to studying for prelims, and ultimately A levels!!!!

Psalm 23:4 "even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil, for You are with me, Your rod and Your staff, they will comfort me"
a powerful verse i think, my friend reminded me of its significance today while i was studying in school.. i shall carry on this spirit and continue to walk this journey with strength!! Amen.

you already have your own laptop, so stop hogging the family comp on the pretext you're preventing me from playing at night! dun think you've already graduated and you think you're the most responsible one to be controlling my comp usage... becos the fact is you AREN'T.

all you do is use the comp to watch your stupid ghost whisperers or dramas, when i lie down on the couch waiting for my turn to use the comp just to check smb, and even after asking you politely you just totally dao me. super irritating ><

seriously, just get off the comp, you're not the king, i'm not obliged to let you watch your dramas even when im doing a project on my comp, that's just plain ignorance on your part! one of these days i'll just burn all your videos onto dvd so that you'll have no excuse of hagging the comp when i need it...

worse still i'll just delete all your videos..

dear God, im feeling the stress over prelims now, pls help! and esp with all these things happening around im gonna bao soon, pls take them away from my life!!! :(

"L.O.V.E."
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

Can love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

Can love is all that I can give to you
Love, love, love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
'Cause love was made for me and you
I said love was made for me and you
You know that love was made for me and you

random, but oh well since noone reads my blog i just blog for the sake of doing it.....

how can a evo X be slower than an impreza wrx sti??? i dun get it??? is it even technically possible for the impreza to outrun the evo on the track??

that said i dun really care.. evo x is still the better CAR ( at least in my mind its a car, not some ugly abomination) and most importantly to LOOK AT.. its way cooler than anything out there, other than previous generations of evo which were not that bad.


nissan gtr. oh my that is simply an engineering masterpiece.. and it looks as good as it can get. simply stunning. i think japan makes the best cars out there, nissan gtr, evo, honda nsxr, it couldn't get any better than them ppl.. really why bother with buying supercars that cost a bomb and is simply undrivable ( i talk of porshe and ferrari) if cars look as good as the japanese ones and drives superbly well, i dun see its point..

i really should study now......

IE IE IE IE

i hate it when my internet explorer hangs 3 times within 5 minutes when im just scrolling down a single webpage.... irritating.......

i dunno why but i've been feeling very tired and stressed out for quite some time over the last week..

i guess i must have been pretty stressed out by h3.. tho maths is something that i kinda enjoy, (and something i hope i can continue having passion in), having extra lectures and tutorials on h3 is really taking its toll on me.. plus having lectures late in the afternoon doesn't really help me to concentrate much... the extra commitment is taking my time away trying to understand wat's going on and trying to squeeze in that little bit more formulas into my brain... and i feel bad for sleeping in lectures, (and even tutorials!!!) when i clearly did not put in enough effort to get my work done... now i find myself begging for time to move on slowly so i can actually accomplish much MORE things in my freaking messed up life...

and frankly, my h2 work is as messed up.. i think i've got my whole last year's work to catch up on, that's how much i've deproved in the 2 months holidays... and blocks are coming up in just a couple of weeks more, oh man i dread the work!!

and i still want to go for choir olympics.. blocks is my one and only chance for me to prove to my mum that im capable of handling all the work... i can't screw this up.. which means i have to repeat wat i did for promos... WAT THE!!!


ok no, i can't carry on letting my emotions and feelings get the better of me.. maybe i've emo-ed long enough and its time to stop... afterall i already promised sam and jon to do so...

maybe i shld learn to seek happiness in everything.. i've got good friends... :)
oh, choir orientation was fun :) pictures up on hewlett's blog!

i have a new big screen monitor for my comp!!! YAY!!!! which means ----->

my bro has a newer, big, brighter and zai-er screen monitor for his comp, so now i can play games on his comp on a bigger, brighter and zai-er screen!!! double YAY!!!

BUT !!



i shldn't be playing games cos of A levels... awwwww damn.....

its been a rather tiring day i guess.. haha so much fun and laughter..

choir "pt" in the morning, haha most choir ppl were there to run, while i just sat down at a bench to look thru my maths hmwk since i cant really run too much with my foot rotting away.. oh man i haven't really touched it at all, got so much work during dec! after they came back, went to netball court to play captain's ball, which was so much fun! my rotting foot hurt a little after that, but i guess for that little bit of pain to enjoy the game its pretty worth it. broke my right slippers during the game cos of a little accident, haha then no more shoes to wear around! in the end some good idea from juniors to staple the part of my slippers where it had torn off back. haha became pretty uncomfortable with the feeling of staple bullets under my right foot..

then went over to curry wok for brunch, the ppl at my table were totally crazy, all the stupid joke cracking and laughing, haha so fun lar!! choir after that was ok, haha but choir has always been "ok" to me, so i guess it was quite fun and good ba. haha im starting to love bubuy bulan! :)

then went over to dhoby ghaut with seokh and shaun to meet up with other church frens, then went over to parkway parade.. slacked around in mac's for awhile. haha the choir ppl in church just went out with scores and start singing away in some "ulu" corner near mac's, oh my was quite screwedup, but still it was damn fun! haha.

im so glad that i went for the prayer meet last night. i guess its really helped me sort out so much stuff and really set out my priorities for God. it kinda helped to set my sights more on God, and grew my hunger for Him. prayer meet was quite refreshing and rejuvenating, and the atmosphere was really great!

after prayer meet was a mad "amazing race" rush back home.. haha cos it ended quite late, and i had no idea how to go home from there. in the end chiong everywhere, then went back home damn late.....

oh man such a long post, haha but so many things happened all in one day.. niicee heh :)