I guess life is really not a bed of roses... I should have known not to be so unprepared for when the worst happens...

Now as to moving on... Time to rethink and consider new options... Hopefully the ideas and offers given could give me a new direction and new opportunity to reach for my dreams again..

At a lost now... I have no idea what I should do or think...

time to try to calm down and think ahead..

God please grant me the peace I need now...