yo jem..

if you're reading this.. this is for you..

BROFIST~~

because I knew you...

I have been changed for good...

weird hols

this holidays have been weird...

like, oddly weird.. I don't even know how to explain how I feel about this holiday..

Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you~~~~~~

it's been tough and tiring, but I guess it's been a lot of fun!!

Our paths may not pass much in the future, but at least I've had a great time so far!

One more week, let's push on! :)

That was dumb.

And stupid.

And careless.

Sigh...

Should I let my feelings, or my knowledge, win this battle of the heart?

Thank you Lord, for the past 22 years of countless blessings, opportunities, lessons, grace, love and forgiveness.

Here's to another year of more to come.

This Easter.

God, please help me die from my old self.

And be born again from within.

Don't regret the things that have passed.

Things happen for a reason, whether be it you did something, or even if you did not do anything.

More often than not, you caused changes to happen. Don't blame the change that occurred, or the subject of the change.

Accept it and move on with life.

I guess life is really not a bed of roses... I should have known not to be so unprepared for when the worst happens...

Now as to moving on... Time to rethink and consider new options... Hopefully the ideas and offers given could give me a new direction and new opportunity to reach for my dreams again..

At a lost now... I have no idea what I should do or think...

time to try to calm down and think ahead..

God please grant me the peace I need now...