I need God..

like really really..

ABSOLUTELY NEED GOD

cut me, do I not bleed?
poison me, do I not die?
rob me, do I not take revenge?

only human.. the flesh is weak..

the mind succumbs..

not giving up?

nonsense..

evidently, I'm not strong enough to move on alone..

for something so simple, it's actually quite hard to get it off inside of me..

turned to prayers to work, but I guess it's just me...

a wound left untreated properly never heals... a scar across the heart that inflicts hurt and pain, and I wince at every moment the wound opens wider and wider...

may God heal...